Do I, or do I not?...

Dear Jennifer—
Here is your horoscope for Monday, September 19:
Part of you wants to walk away and save yourself, while the other part is convinced that you could turn this situation around if you had enough time. Just as you're about to decide, the other party will end up seeing things from your point of view.

I've been thinking about calling Tommy & trying to straighten things out—explain why I reacted like I did to his Thursday phone call—how, firstly, I was devastated by the hurricane, my aborted move & how his word 'inconvenience' cut me to the quick—that I'm not trying to pressure him, just help, only suggested a short trip to relax & de-stress that would benefit us both, that we could be a source of comfort to one another—that we've had such a warm, close, caring communication going & how, since the hurricane disrupted our lives, our talks have been angry—that the sooner we get together we'll know in 5 minutes which direction our relationship is headed, friends or lovers—that I miss our beautiful talks & value our connection, & could we, maybe, just start over?

I guess, at this point, what will be will be...