The consequences of bad behavior...

are a hard pill to swallow. Did you ever do something you regret fully, completely, truly?

Last week at this time my honey was where I wanted him, but couldn't leave well enough alone. I wanted more — made a power play designed to make him to take a stand, say I was wrong — fight to keep me. But he didn't. Wouldn't. Or maybe couldn't. My play backfired in the worst possible scenario. And now he's giving me the silent treatment. I called & tried to explain — to his voicemail — that I adore him & wouldn't hurt him for anything in the world. Sent him ecards (which I know he reads because I get notified when he opens them). Sent him flowers with a note saying he means the world to me, which he does. Called again & said "Baby, please just talk to me?"

Yet he is silent, unresponsive. There I was, planning our wedding, & now it may be over for good...just because I pushed him a little too hard...