Rethinking it all...

I'm pretty depressed. Aside from George, who I was with until Sunday morning, my trip sucked. Both job interviews fell through. He got a call to come into work on Sunday, so I spent the remainder of Sunday & part of Monday in the boonies in cold, damp, depressing weather, all by myself. Not a ton of fun, especially after paying $1500 for the trip...

Now everyone on the forum is blaming me for being irresponsible because George & I didn't show up for my get-together (we were both sick — me with chills/fever, he with a migraine). How could I possibly have contacted them when I had no wireless internet connection & only 2 phone #s (neither of which were answered)? No way to contact anyone...

Tommy called tonight, but didn't leave a message. George hasn't called since Monday afternoon, & I'm now seriously rethinking this whole NOLA thing now. No job, nowhere to live, no boyfriend...

Then I had a couple of really nasty PMs from someone on the forum I don't even know — saying I was running around in a slutty nightgown in front of a bunch of strangers & made a complete fool out of myself, that George will never see me again because I'm an alchie & drug addict. Of course none of this is true & I have no idea who this person is or how they would have gotten any information about me since they only joined the forum yesterday! I forwarded those PMs to the administrator, & the nasty person is now forbidden from contacting me or making any further comments about me or they'll be banned from the forum. This event has left me devastated...

Life sux...